No one can MAKE you feel guilty, you ALLOW yourself to feel guilty because if them. Stop it. Go hiking and let the rest of us schmucks with too much responsibility live vicariously "thru" you!
No one can MAKE you feel guilty, you ALLOW yourself to feel guilty because if them. Stop it. Go hiking and let the rest of us schmucks with too much responsibility live vicariously "thru" you!
"Your comfort zone is a beautiful place, but nothing ever grows there."
Man just do it. What are you waiting for?? I first hiked on the AT at 18 and finally started seriously section hiking it at 55. I enjoy every step of it, but I sure wish I had done it 30 years ago. Get out there and enjoy yourself.
Gosh, I must be crazy then for wanting to hit the reset button at my age. Been settled for 25 years , doing what I needed to make memories for the traditional expectations in life. I've got no regrets, no resentment.
Getting lost is a way to find yourself.
I don't see how the two (1- settling down 2- hiking the trail) are mutually exclusive. Your mom or whomever is setting up a false choice.
Plenty of people who are settled down hiked the trail, and plenty of people who aren't settled have hiked the trail.
If being settled down is the goal, and I am not saying that has to be the goal but assuming it is, who is to say that hiking the trail won't get you there faster. Hiking, and the outdoors in general, have a way of teaching people what they need to know. It certainly has for me from time to time. Whatever your goals are, there is a good chance you will figure out a way to reach them along the AT.
Hiking may be the most settling thing I've ever done. One can tend to their chosen commitments and responsibilities and hike too. Guilt as a a matter of conscience needs addressing. Guilt imposed by others is not really possible without your buying in to it. Do what you think is right. There is no other good way to approach anything.
Yeah. What people said. Live your life, not someone else's version of what your life should be. Best wishes, whatever age you are!
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Being 21 and announcing that I wanted to thru hike, I got the typical you need to get a real job first, why would you waste all that money on a hike?, and my favorite one "when are you going to GROW UP?"
Those comments sound as if they could mean many things.
"I'm strapped by having to support you. You're welcome to do this - on money you've earned yourself." You're old enough not to need anyone's permission to embark on this, but by the same token, you're old enough to pay for it. (If you are paying for it, then you're also much less likely, I think, to fall into the "entitled thru-hiker" mentaility.) Wanting to do this is fine. Saddling parents with the burden of paying for it is .... immature. You're essentially asking them to defer their own retirement - and whatever adventures they might be able to have in it - to support your wandering. That's a bit selfish. It's OK for children to be selfish - dependency is part of being a child. But you can't have it both ways: dependent children are not responsible for their own decisions.
"I'm afraid that if you do this, you're going to damage your ability to support yourself later." The reasoned answer is, "This is probably the one time in my life where taking six months off for a personal project won't look horrible on a job interview." This is especially true if you're going back to school and have a place assured at the end of it. "When else in my life am I going to be able to take a break like this? Certainly once I have a wife and kids and a mortgage, I'll be forced to be settled for decades. This may be my only chance to try, and I'll regret it for a lifetime if I don't at least make the attempt."
"What you're doing is simply far outside my experience, and I'm afraid for you - afraid of the unknown." "At some point, you're going to have to let me make my own mistakes."
"I didn't take advantage of any opportunities to adventure, and I don't think others should be permitted to do anything so frivolous." "Well, I'm sorry that my horizons are broader than yours." Seriously, if you're facing the kind of control freaks that believe that 100% conformity is the only approach to life, you need to establish your boundaries. If you want to return a passive-agressive answer, try, "Well, I know that I've been such a heartbreak for you that I'm not eager to rush into repeating your mistake."
Well, with all of that said, I think I'm coming from a different perspective. If my daughter (who's about your age) were to come to me and announce a project like a thru-hike... I might try to negotiate a "self-funded sabbatical" so that I could join her.
I always know where I am. I'm right here.
I'm betting the people saying that are 1. Married 2. Have Kids 3. Own a home 4. Have jobs they are stuck in to afford 1-3
No one likes someone being freer than they are. "When are you going to settle down?" is code for "I wish I could have the freedom to do something like that."
Someone posted this on Facebook recently: "Get Born, Go to school, Go to work, Get Married, Have Kids, Work for years, Die. Now repeat after me: I am Free."
Sums it up. Tell those people to screw off and go hike it if you want to. Or don't hike. Go fishing, learn to parasail, sit at home and eat cheetos. But don't let someone's disappointment about how their life is going influence how you live yours.
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"I took the one less traveled by, and that has made all the difference. Thank God for Search and Rescue" - Robert Frost (first edit).
Many people deeply resent it when other people decide to live their lives differently than they do. They are jealous of people who pursue their dreams, mainly because they've never done anything in their own lives and feel stuck. They want you to feel stuck too. Seeing people like you just makes their own situation seem more miserable.
But do not under any circumstances follow the progression: 1. Married (maybe). 2. Have kids. 3. Walk out, leaving the kids with the other parent. Only a first-class sleazeball does that.
It is also unfair to go out and hike, go fishing, learn to parasail, or stay at home and eat junk food while someone else is supporting you. So if it's your long-suffering family telling you to grow up because you're not contributing, sorry, I have no sympathy.
But if you're supporting yourself and meeting your obligations - yeah, you should be free. Envious busybodies have no business directing how you conduct your life.
Me, personally? I'm in the 'work for years' category of your sequence. But:
I've walked out on my life a couple of times in my younger days. Walking out after two years in a good job - because I caught my boss with his hand in the cookie jar, and I wanted to go back to school anyway. A decade later, walking out after seven years in what by all reasonable standards was a great job - because it still wasn't the job I wanted, and I wanted to go back to grad school and prepare for the one I did want. (My friends thought I was killing myself by degrees...) No, I never blew off everything and did a thru-hike, or a world tour. I didn't want to. No regrets. I was also sensible enough not to marry until I'd landed the position I wanted. (I've changed jobs exactly once in the 23.5 years since, and I'm still on wife #1.) Each time I made a big transition, I had a lot of people asking, "When are you going to settle down?"
Now being mostly settled,, I've found having a wife and kid to be unbelievably rewarding. I've now been getting back into hiking after a very long time away, simply because I can. I live within a couple of hours' drive of some of the best hiking on the planet. The kid is now mostly grown and out of the house. And my wife is glad not to have me underfoot sometimes, But having her to come home to ... is why I intend to remain a clueless weekender for the foreseeable future. And when she really needs me, I stay home, which is why I missed half a summer's hiking this year. I also can't afford to blow off my job on a whim, but I still like what I do, so I don't want to. And I can count the years to retirement without taking my boots off, so I'm not really feeling trapped in any case.
I always know where I am. I'm right here.
I hiked the PCT when I was 39. I did a big chunk of the AT when I was 42 (tried to do it on a smaller budget than I did the PCT with and ran out) and am currently planning a trip to thru-hike the CDT when I am 45.You will look back more on a thru-hike then hanging out at the golf course with co-workers or your past 3 girlfriends. I don't tell people I'm planning a hike until I am ready to go with the exception of the people I'm planning on dumping my dog on. As long as they are willing to take care of her, I could care less how much they lecture me.
You are the person who has to live with any regret, not your friends and family. So do what feels right for you, not them. It would suck to turn 65, find that your knees are blown out, and regret not hiking when you were longer.
On your death bed are you more likely to say, "I wish I spent more time at work" or "I wish I did that thru hike"?
Simple is good.
I don't know you or your relationship with your parents, but 2 years ago if my unemployed-flunked-out-of-two semesters-of-college-weed-smoking-son said that I'd have had a stroke. Fast forward two years. If the same employed-college-student-making-good-grades-marathon-runner-helpful-around-the-house-son wanted to hike the AT, I'd do everything in my power to make it happen.
Last edited by Traffic Jam; 11-17-2013 at 21:32.
Do you want to spend your life with the people that tell you these things?
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A thru hikers dream, no debt, savings.......screw what anyone else thinks. So many people think we have to "settle down" and I just dont get that. Do what you want to do and dont worry about other people. Most people that dont hike, just dont get it anyway. Hell, most people that DO hike dont get it either.