for a brief period in my life (thankfully) when I was in my mid-20s, I took up casually smoking Drum - mainly because I liked the way a leather pouch of tobacco smelled and enjoyed the nature of rolling cigarettes - one day, I realized I had gradually gone from smoking 3-5 per week to 3-5 per day - I quit - never had another - I guess I didn't get addicted enough for it to be that hard - didn't miss them after a week or so - so very glad - now, I absolutely abhor cigarette smoke and avoid it at all cost. I think you should drop it - very bad for you.