They say "Life is what happens, while you are planning your life" If there is something you want to do , find a way to do it. That is what is important. Take a week off without pay per yr, and then do it in 10 yrs. Take a month off without pay each yr and do it in 5 yrs What do you want to look back on when you are 65, your job, or the things you did in life.?